so you messaged me first time in a week or so the other night, you told me you could see us working one day in the future again. you also told me you moved back to your old city your old school, yesterday you were home getting the rest of your things, you spammed my phone 7am -9:15am i woke up at 9:20 i then you sent  you like 3 messages, you said you were pulling out… you told me you were on the way to my house to tell me bye, i literally rolled out of bed, looking like i did walked out the door, and waited for you since you only live 1.9 miles away you were there in about a minute we stood in my driveway like we had many times before, before speaking anything, you got out, hugged me. the warmth in that hug was incredieble. we then talked for about 10 minutes, you told me you promised we would hang out more, and you said you had to go enroll at your new school, so i hugged you again… and you drove off, hopefully not for the last time. i dont care if i have alot of guy friends if i have a lot of guys wanted to date me, you are the only one i want, its been a month over a month since ive had you, and well i got over you, i could still be over you but i see potential in you in us, you are amazing, and im crushin’ and i want to see you again soon i keep telling  you that, you keep saying youll try or maybe, i mean im pretty sure you dont feel the way i feel about you you may even have a girlfriend, honestly i have no idea, but i do know that no other person in the world has made me feel like i feel when im with you. you said you wouldnt be moving back into that house again.. which is crazy to think about it was my home for 3 months i was over there all the time.. that bed tells stories, secrets, lies, and truths. that room, that porch, everything means so much.. i hate that my sd card has been lost from my phone.. it had alot of videos and  pictures that i uesd to watch all the time of you.. youre amazing, never ever forget.