I just really do not know what I am doing with my life, its scary.  I don’t want you to leave babe.  I don’t want to even go to high school.. Its awful.  I don’t really like most people there honestly and Id rather be doing other things.  Just I dont know I just I hate these feelings.  I’m wasting everything.  I know I have a lot of potential that I’m wasting.  Ugh. :/  Maybe school will be fine. I just dont want to miss you baby.  I hate missing you.  Everything just scares me.  I complain to fucking much.