FUCKK. so i think im close to having you back.
then it gets torn the fuck away.

really i hate myself. i need to leave you alone, i see all the attractive girls you talk to. i cant compare. im not what you want. ive fucked up so many chances.
im getting my hair cut tommorow kk.
anyways, i cant fucking eat without getting sick. you mean the damn world to me boy. i face my fears of the dark and lay outside at the most obscene hours. i dont want to break down anymore, i want to be okay i want to be yours yeah thats all i want.