i hate getting attached.

i get attached to everyone, and then they leave or i dont want to fight for them anymore. you, i kind of want to leave i dont really know, but when i think about leaving i think about seeing you with other people and it would KILL ME crush me and everything else, and i couldnt imagine not seeing you. but if im starting to not care anymore, then im pretty sure you dont give a fuck about me.  you might, really you  might, but im not sure. i know i care a shitton for you, i just kind of want to be able to hang out with other people, but without you i dont think i would have a very good time, i know time heals all, but things could be great i do not want to have to heal, i want to stay and i want things to progress to great, maybe we will hang out today or something, i hope so, i hope those feelings are there the ones that make me feel like you are the greatest person in the fucking world, just by one kiss.