istill.

fuckingloveyou.im sure you are still what i want, it would fucking kill me for you to leave my life. but i guess i would like the freedom to hang out with more people than what i can while being with you , if that is what this even is. maybe we will hang out today hopefully but if we do you will probably just want to have sex. oh well, maybe we can go to the movies and see toy story 3 or something, ithink you are fucking adorable shit, and you amaze me. i am going to force self to sleep, oh and i am turning into a gross fat ass, working out and eating habits changing begins today.