i spent an hour catching fireflies for you, i caught one and let it free in my kitchen on accident, so i took a jar and taped homemade ones to it.

so i went over there tonight, and im not sure how i am feeling about this at all, i mean it would fucking kill me if you left, trust me it would but i wish we could be like a real relationship you may have another girl in your life right now i have no clue. this isnt stable this isnt healthy, but i guess i can go on like this. maybe you want this as bad as i do. but im not sure how bad i still want this, actually who am i kidding i need you, you are my drug and baby im addicted but drugs usually arent good for us are they.