why did you text me tonight i mean i wasnt nice to you and i hardly replied then you left because i told you i blocked you from my mind and thoughts so you said youd stay blocked and apoglized.  You always make me think that you actually cared but you never really did, did you.  I cant even express to you how much you fucked up my life.  Im glad you are out of it I have a lovely boyfriend now.  He actually cares and shows it.    Why am i so tempted to talk to you still though. Part of me wishes you would have replied again.