Today I am snowed in the house, more like yesterday since it is 2AM.  Wish i could have saw drew today but what can ya do.  I have never felt so cared for in my life.  I have never been so respected.  I am foolish for ever thinking anything i ever had with anyone was healthy.   I have learned though, i have learned from the past and right now i am happy. Its a great feeling to be happy.  Happiness in a healthy form.  He doesn’t want to make me uncomfortable and always takes my feelings into consideration.  He does not force me into anything i do not want to do nor does he ask.  He waits for me.  A few weeks ago i felt like i was not deserving of him for all the waiting he did do for me.   I treated him bad, really bad over the summer i told him we could never date or be more than friends.  Which, from other posts i guess you can see why.  Sometimes i told him that  i wanted to try then id take it away leaving him with false hope.  He waited months and months then i came around and he wasn’t sure if he could trust me with my word but waiting a couple of weeks he asked me out.  I finally said yes.  and now i could not be happier with him.  We enjoy most of the same things we laugh at everything together.  He listens to great music, / plays great music.  We play xbox together. He loves cats, and believes that i am a cat. :3  He compliments me and makes me feel pretty.  We never run out of these to say and everything is good.  Even when things aren’t good, i know they will be soon enough.